our dear one beloved –
so it all goes among those of us who perceive and experience 4 dimensions, 3 spatial 1 temporal. exciting. it might seem the clown thinks while typing not p0em that 4 dimensions are perhaps the minimal for anything to be perceived as existing – and of course perhaps not. you decide what. we can tell you nothing. we can suggest to you everything. does that seem about right?
right and wrong sitting in a tree, k-i-s-s-i-n-g.
1st comes love, then a barrage, then you’re suddenly sleeping in someone’s garage.
eat the rich, they are deliciously disgusting. a gun is so much fun, get to kill everyone, saith the lord of beasts. we are nothing. some people don’t get the joke.
is there a joke? what’s so funny about the abused sick starving neglected? what’s not so funny?
the clown thinks about if he should be writing anything. maybe nothing at all. it’s snowing. ridiculed for everything he does or doesn’t do. but maybe that’s all just in his head. that doesn’t seem to matter much in the grand schemes of things being schemed. he wonders.
awakening another day the clown brews coffee and has a smoke and a toke. he continues not p0em. it’s medication time. it’s trash day. it’s a winter wonderland outside, sun reflecting everywhere. that is all.
and the question going around is if we know where we are going. who’s the navigator of this mad voyage we’ve been set upon by the townspeople who want no more to do with us. away to paradise, the journey is the destination – haha.
planting evidence at the scene of crimes against humanity. everyone is a suspect, are we not? fuck that. we take a walk, nevermind this talky talk talk. what shape will be things to come. a world at war with itself forever until time stops still at the velocity of light of a singularity on/off.
±0.
the clown sits down in a room spinning ’round gyroscopic in up out down – or is that the universe perchance?
do we wish to dance taking a chance?
hooray for victory. she graces us again. but there are many different complex directions everything could take from here on out from every passing moment without a doubt, without a trace across the face of the great machine everyone knows as nancy.
should we believe a damn bit of information submitted to us for our approval? we should have known better before now, but everything is a secret, and the secret’s come outta the closet and into a bag of tricks. the trick is in the pudding. the pudding is artificially flavored refuse from the chemical plants that employ the bulk of the various local populations dotted around the world.
3:3
everything’s mix and match. that could be a good thing. that could be a bad thing. as usual it’s mix and match of both. good answer.
he wanders up on the hill with all the burning flags flapping in the winds when he demands everyone to surrender. no one obeys him but ignores him to continue fighting on for yet another dismal victory.
we watch it all on tv with its fake propaganda laughing all the way to the bank of the river where we are lounging in the sun eating honey all day.
it’s time for pineapple and for cranberry juice. that should help clean him out a little. the chunks of pineapple cold hurting his sensitive teeth that he has left by now.
the clown naps.
awakening.
go go godzilla.
a zillion things to do and not one of them actually really matter but for him doing it while he has the time and inclination for the moment. everything for the moment – now. it happens now or doesn’t happen. everything split and set into motion by ±0, a make believe location at the center of the universe as has been explained before. on either/or off. understand?
it is possible, more or less. it’s surreal. but what is surreal in a surreal universe? is it a return to the norm however misshapen it might be by now after all these 1000s of years alone and unwanted by itself? do you know how it feels? creepy crawly up and down your spine sideways until it breaks on through to the other side of this life.
until then, we act like nothing’s happening at all. is it? what could it be? more of the ongoing mystery, like an arrow into the heart of the matter of factual account assigned to upcoming spirits moaning from their graves they dug themselves into becoming?
how does everything happen we are still in the process of discovering. the project is the object. understand that and you will understand many things about how everything happens within and without – no kidding, baby.
silence in the underworld. we are done for in this place. who would have us? we are trouble for everyone it seems.
small matter for people’s tiny brains that spark a few times and then go out. we are complete to ourselves as we understand it. no one will deny us this. people lit up by collective energy groupthink sucking them in without them quite knowing what’s happening. we do not need alien overlords, we can do the job ourselves. we are doing the job ourselves. nobody does it better than us.
starvation rations. what will they think up next? the wars in the sacred holy lands everywhere. take up arms for your god, baby. show them how it’s done. and the clown feels at this juncture he should mention something about the snow. what would we do different if black was white and white was black? perhaps we should ask the wizard to listen to what she has to say.
everything has been made correct in our world as it should be and should have been since the beginning, until the fuckers took it over and twisted everything the way it is for their own amusement and benefit.
but we got rid of them. and we are them.
but do we get it yet? is there any it to get? it is it, that same old song of ages past. what’s the last thing we remember? oddly enough, we cannot recall. it’s maybe been a dream or 3. no commercial potential. all of a sudden there are those among us concerned about the way we dress. can’t we look like other people look looking at us in a menagerie of funny faces? who’s who here? who am us?
100+ hours of our precious time wasted more or less. pet the kitty. follow the interconnecting thread of it. let it lead you on pathless paths you know the way to go but not always whether you are reacting to your desires or your fears. it’s a decision only you can make, whether\ to follow orders or not. we might suggest, or not. trust us – if you want to.
blow your fucking face off out past the gas station of infinity. feel it grow within you till your heart’s content.
these are the fantasies we dreamed about with little contact to common reality which may not be common at all. pick up sticks. the clown remembers something else. stealing from the best as luck would have it he spins around as he hears his name called but to no avail up his asshole.
decadent false reasoning coming up with holy baloney as far as your eye might see into what may or may not be past and/or future. the moment is now passing into another which (witch) is also now. logically there is no time, but who wants to be logical? there is no time, therefore there is no motion – or the other way around. but what does that do for us? if we come to realize its truth will we awaken? perhaps.
there is no truth in an absurd universe, or else everything is true. but is our universe absurd or not? answers go along the spectrum thin on one end, fat in the middle, and thin again at the other end.
it’s easy on easy street. easy to be a bum. the best bums are here crashing the doors of the burning theater to get a peek at the ongoing show of shows.
who cares?
none of the polite people, the rational reasonable people, the people with $$$. they take the cake. off with their heads, baby.
no such thing as motion is one way to view it, in no time at all. everything traveling at the velocity of light which itself then becomes ±0 for some reason we haven’t quite figured out yet – or made it up.
actually we feel that if we come to realize any truth we become awakened, awakened to that truth.
over and out.
so long, suckers.